Is it just me?

I am thinking that I am becoming more and more disrecpectfultowards my parents. I am getting more and more agitated with their actions and attitude.

I wonder if it is because of communication problem. We dont really talk. We hardly talk. Somemore, I feel like my opinion does not matter.

Constantly get put off by them. I hate it.

Could it because I have been living alone for too long?

New Year

It is a new year. Perhaps I should have some new resolutions this year. Be a better person. Try not to be resentful of things. I think I ended year 2008 with a sense of negativity. Not good. I want a different and better year.

With a sense of optimism, I went on a shopping trip. Constant reminding myself to be more open, more receptive to different ideas, more energetic…

I guess I did accomplish my goals. I was able to buy quite a number of pieces. Next is to hope that I will be able to wear these pieces.

The regretful thing might be because of I have not managed to purchase a nice pair of jeans. I am quite particular when it comes to jeans. I need assistance. I definitely know that I cannot wear skinny jeans because my leg shape is not suitable for such jeans. I might end up looking like having two elephant legs.

But skinny jeans with Boots will look so nice… If I have skinny legs.

Instead, I am more open to wearing jeans that has a little bell-bottom… low cut… has a bit of stretchy material… But why is it so hard to find such jeans?

Though I have to admit it that it is also partially because of my finance. Too little finance to satisfy my enormous spending habit. I am starting to want to sign up for a credit card so that I can spend more. Gasp!